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There is something extra special about feeling so wanted, and no one's ever made him feel like this before Hawke. Steven doesn't doubt how deep that want goes anymore, not after almost a year of being together (bloody hell, that anniversary is coming up soon), and it feels even better not being stuck in his own head over feeling self conscious. He can just exist in the moment.

He's just as eager as hands run down Hawke's back and through those fiery wings, feeling the familiar muscles of his back and down to his hips.

"I'm glad to be so inspirational, love," he says with a sigh when lips find his neck, nails digging slightly into Hawke's skin at the feeling of teeth. He likes it though, only barely letting go so he can work his pants open too, wanting to get naked with him. "Need to get these bloody things off before getting too distracted."

"A shame you couldn't show up naked already." Hawke grins down at Steven but he does take a moment to shift to the side no longer pinning Steven in place against the bed. He wants him naked as quickly as possible.

Hawke licks his lips as he watches Steven wiggle out of his pants and underwear. It feels like forever since he's gotten to see his lover bare before him. He reaches out and strokes a hand along his side.

"I'm going to ask even though it might change your mind but you're certain you want me to fuck you tonight?" The right thing to do is ask. To make sure that is what Steven still wants.

It's one thing to be in the heat of the moment and caught up in pent up feelings but now that they're here he wants to be sure it's something Steven is really ready for.

Pants kicked away, Steven suddenly feels the seriousness of the moment amidst the eager fun, especially when Hawke takes the time to ask if he's certain about this. They've been together nearly a year, been through ups and downs, and Hawke has never given him reason to doubt anything else they've done. Steven is sure.

"Yes, I'm certain," he says without hesitation, rolling onto his side and slipping his hand along Hawke's beard as he turns to him, smiling. "Besides, we have the next two days to do whatever we want, yeah? I've no doubt you'll make me comfortable."

He leans in to kiss him then, a little softer then before, but not lacking any want or need.

Hawke's smile is a mix of eager and soft. He does breathe a little easier once he hears Steven say yes in his own voice and not just lovely words on a little screen.

He leans into the kiss as he once again pushes Steven onto his back. Hawke leans his weight against him moaning at the feel of warm skin against his. Andraste's tits it feels like ages since he could really enjoy this feeling.

It hasn't been long but Hawke is already semi-hard and rubbing against Steven's hip.

"I'm going to take good care of you," he murmurs against Steven's mouth. "You're going to feel so good. I promise."

Once on his back again, Steven's legs spread enough to fit Hawke between them, hands caressing over his back once more. He trusts Hawke, even if the idea of them finally doing that is a little nerve-wracking. It isn't because Steven doesn't want it or thinks it will be bad, but it's new.

"I know you will," he responds a little breathlessly, fingers combing back through Hawke's hair as he rolls his hips up toward the other's body, hooking a leg around one of his. "You always make me feel good in bed, love. I've no doubts about it."

He kisses him again, a little more insistently this time, rolling up against Hawke's body once more.

Hawke slides his tongue into Steven's mouth, further deepening the kiss. Some of that eager hunger he felt is coming back. Heat starts to grow in his gut, a burning need for Steven.

Maker, he's missed being intimate and close. He's missed the feel of Steven against him. The care and sweetness and just... goodness that Steven makes him feel. It's so good to be close again.

He had thought ahead besides his lack of clothes. Lube is already on the nightstand so they don't have to go searching for it.

Hawke shifts his weight to one hand so he can touch along Steven's side and over his chest, thumb brushing against his nipple.

A moan is pressed against Hawke's mouth when the kiss deepens, Steven's tongue meeting his as the heat builds between them. Every touch already has him feeling so sensitive, pressing up reactively into Hawke's hands. He's missed having this kind of intimate closeness with his partner too, and now that he's here, he really doesn't want to let go.

Hands slide down Hawke's back to find the swell of his rear, giving it a squeeze as he breaks out into another grin.

"Should we... make good on some of our promises?" he asks breathlessly, a flush already creeping up to his face. "I remember reading something about making me incoherent."

Hawke hums warmly as he nibbles along Steven's jaw to his ear. "Mm, want to sit on my face? Or my mouth on your cock while my fingers are inside you?"

There was a lot they talked about in between the promises of incoherent messes left after sex. Hawke's giving Steven more of the lead this time, let him be confident in what they're doing tonight.

Hawke draws back a little so Steven can see his wicked grin. "I will make all your fantasies come true. Multiple times since we have days."

If one thing doesn't happen right now they have plenty of time to check things off. Hawke doesn't want to do everything in one night. There will be savoring. But...

"I'm partial to you sitting on my face." His grin sharpens. "Haven't done that before."

How is one meant to choose with options like those? Steven’s mind is still swirling with the words passed between them not too long ago, surprised by his own willingness to speak up these days, but he feels far more comfortable with Hawke than he used to. There’s been a lot of changes since he first arrived in Folkmore.

Despite the brilliant shade of red that’s making a permanent home on Steven’s face, he nods quickly at the suggestion, returning a coy smile. It was Steven’s idea after all.

“Yes, yup, I think that’s- that’s a brilliant idea,” he agrees with a little laugh, hands still roaming over his lover’s body. “Maybe I should-”

Before he can finish the thought, he uses the leg around Hawke to shift their body weight to one side, rolling them over until he’s perched on top. Steven presses up on his arms and smiles down at Hawke. “This’ll make it easier.”

The awkward shuffle to reposition makes him hesitate though, only because he’s never done this before.

"Here, let me help."

Now, Hawke has done this before - both ways - so he's quite happy to help guide Steven into the right position. His hands are firm but gentle as he eases Steven around.

"Knees go here," he says as he settles them by his shoulders. "There you go. Keep your weight mostly there. Put a hand on my hip for balance."

Maker, it's hot to guide and help Steven through this. His shy lover now so eager to try things even when his face is bright, bright red.

Once he feels Steven is settled nicely he takes a hold of his ass and squeezes. "When you're ready, love, just easy down. I've got you."

He is grateful to have an experienced partner because while Steven has experience now too, his is not nearly as extensive as Hawke's, and thankfully Steven is not an irrationally jealous person to consider the discrepancy strange. He's glad Hawke knows what he's doing. It makes him feel much more comfortable.

The position is a little awkward to shift into and he tries desperately not to think about the view Hawke has right now (though the mage probably likes it, knowing him). Steven can't help but be shy still, but it doesn't stop him from adjusting and pushing back toward Hawke's face, easing down with his guidance.

"Try not to distract me too terribly, or I'll accidentally neglect you," he teases, one hand pressed to Hawke's hip while the other slides down his stomach and toward the man's arousal, brushing fingers along it.

The view is incredible. Hawke licks his lips watching Steven get settled and then hover over him. His excitement, his arousal, is very clear in the way his cock twitches with eagerness and leaks against his hip.

"Oh, oh," he chuckles, "I am not feeling neglected, love. Not at all."

He carefully spreads Steven's cheeks but he's gentle as he leans in. He starts with little kisses around his cheeks building to using his tongue. They have done this before but not often. He doesn't want Steven to jump and knee his shoulder in surprise.

But eventually he reaches his prize and begins licking around, still slow and careful.

Hawke using his mouth on him for the first time opened up a whole new world of sensation when Steven thought there couldn't be anything more than what they'd already experienced together. He admittedly likes it a lot, and Hawke is very talented with his mouth, but it still makes him squirm regardless of how many times he's felt that tongue. Even now, he can't help but tense up at first, but Hawke makes it easy to ease back and enjoy it, breaths already catching in his throat.

"Garrett..." he sighs out already, fingers gripping his hip tighter as he arches back toward his lover's mouth. It feels so good, and he's momentarily distracted, even though he wants to return the favor as soon as he regains his senses. "Bloody hell."

Eventually, his free hand slides over Hawke's arousal to give him full strokes, using the wetness from the tip to glide his touch easier down the length of him. He shifts on his knees before leaning forward to kiss over the head, stroking the rest of him up toward his mouth.

There it is. There's the beautiful sound of Steven moaning his name. Hawke was pleasantly surprised at just how much Steven enjoyed this. It's one of Hawke's favorite ways to cloud his mind with pleasure and make him that incoherent babbling mess.

It does a fine job of distracting but Steven gets back to his senses soon enough. His mouth feels better than ever after the long drought without it. Hawke moans happily and drags his teeth along the swell of a cheek next to him.

Then he gets his mouth back to work coaxing Steven into relaxing and opening up for him. He's going to take a great deal of time and care with preparing him. Hawke knows he can't really make this first time flawlessly comfortable. It is always... odd the first time but he will make sure it doesn't hurt.

the care and attention he gives Steven with his tongue and mouth keeps him from focusing too much on Steven's mouth and hand on him. The pleasure there could drive him over the edge quickly if he really let it. His lover learns quickly and remembers really well.

He's been shy about everything at the beginning but Hawke makes it easy to warm up to anything they've shared together in bed, including brand new acts that Steven's been surprised by. He never thought of this before experiencing it with Hawke for the first time, and he knows there's so much more yet to discover. It's like he's learning everything his body likes or dislikes all at once.

The touch of teeth makes him twitch but then he's pushing back encouragingly toward Hawke's attention, clearly liking it. Steven breathes hard but steady through his nose as he tries to concentrate on giving back as good as he's getting, gripping Hawke's length steady in his hand while his mouth works over the rest of him. He's had plenty of practice to get better with his mouth at least, knowing where Hawke likes more attention, where to press his tongue or rub his fingers to make him moan. The mutual distraction here works well as Steven muffles his own sounds of pleasure from around Hawke's arousal, unable to help the way his hips keep rocking back toward the press of his lover's tongue.

They're both trying their best but also fumbling a little, struggling to hold back their excitement and need. It's been so damn long that it all feels rather new again. Hawke is rediscovering how clever Steven can be with his tongue along his cock and how much he likes giving pleasure.

The only thing that has always been true is Steven's eagerness to please and his desire to give and give and give.

He eases his tongue in slowing fucking Steven with it, nice and easy. It'll definitely be a touch distracting no matter how good his mouth feels right now.

One thing Steven discovered about himself when exploring sex is how much he likes to give, wanting to make sure his partner isn't neglected from attention, and it brings him more pleasure as a result. He likes knowing they're both feeling good, and he thinks he knows how to please Hawke by now. God, he hopes so anyway...

The motion of that tongue inside of him is definitely much more distracting than moments ago and Steven breathes out hard, muffling another moan around Hawke's length. He has to pull off of him momentarily to lean down and press his forehead to his hip instead, shuddering. His hand is still lazily stroking Hawke but he needs a minute to breathe.

"Garrett," he moans again, hips twitching back against his mouth again. "Bloody hell, I- that feels good, love."

He doesn't mind that Steven has to stop. It always boosts his ego when Steven can't give back because he's too overwhelmed with pleasure. He does not let up so Steven can get back in control.

Hawke has a goal in mind and each thrust of his tongue gets them one step closer. Maker he loves feeling Steven relax and open up for him. Fingers. Tongue. It doesn't matter. The feeling of Steven enjoying and trusting is always good.

He expects Steven will tell him when he feels ready for something larger than his tongue. Or maybe Hawke will get to make him come only on his tongue. That would be fun.

It was a daunting thing to broach the first times but now he's less afraid, and he trusts Hawke with his body in every way. They've been together so long, it's time to take it to the next step, and he wants it to be with him.

The moans and little sounds escaping him come out without his control, Steven squirming as he rocks into the feeling more and more, hard and heavy where he's pressed against Hawke's chest too. His mouth brushes wet kisses against Hawke's skin and then he's turning his head back to press them to the man's cock instead, breathing hard against it.

"Y- You can do more if you want," he breathes out, giving him permission to do as he wishes, because he knows Hawke will be careful. Lips wrap around Hawke's cock again as he takes him back into his mouth, sucking and bobbing his head a bit lower as he regains his bearings, tongue swirling along the tip as he does.

Hawke makes a happy little noise though that permission does mean he has to stop giving Steven attention for a little bit. His lover might need the lack of distraction as well. Permission has been given though so Hawke pulls back with a smacking kiss to Steven's cheek.

"I want to do everything," he says with a little breathless laugh. "The inspiration you give me, Steven, is endless."

He stretches out and uses just a touch of Force magic so the lube jumps into his hand without having to ask Steven to move. Steven on top of him is one of his favorites, not that he could really choose.

Everything with Steven is so good.

Hawke takes a little second to warm the lube with magic as well so it won't be such a shock after the warmth of his tongue. He's quick and eager as he gets his fingers slick and then goes right back to work opening Steven up.

He already misses Hawke's tongue the moment it's gone but he knows it's for the best, especially with how new it is for him to get stretched the way is necessary if they want to do more. Hawke is always gentle about it though and Steven relaxes into the touch of his fingers, happy to busy himself with his mouth over Hawke's cock instead, a whole other kind of distraction now.

He shifts to lean on one elbow and uses the leverage to press his mouth lower onto Hawke's length, bobbing his head slow but a little deeper, tongue pressed up firmly against it as he moves. This is all a lot easier than it was months ago when it was still so new, Steven feeling more confident with the way he sucks on Hawke's length, not as worried about the inevitable pressure from behind.

Lube tastes terrible Hawke has learned in his time with Steven. It's better than conjured grease or tallow like he's used to from home but it definitely doesn't leave a pleasant taste on the tongue.

He focuses on using his fingers now teasing with the tips before pushing one gently and firmly inside Steven. That frees up his mouth though to moan and sing Steven's praises.

"You can take me so deep now," he rumbles with approval. "And your tongue, Steven, yes, that's perfect. Just like that."

He's always vocal with his praise and he is always going to tell Steven how good he is. How amazing.

The approval is more than welcome and helps Steven's confidence, knowing he's doing a good job. Steven can't go all the way down just yet but he's made big improvements. The praise sits warm in his chest as he hums a little in acknowledgment, giving Hawke those same thorough, deep bobs of his mouth. His tongue continues to press up against Hawke's length as his mouth works over him, the hand at the base sliding down over his balls and back up again, touching what he can't with his mouth. He's thorough, if anything, and it helps him focus away from the stretch of fingers starting to press inside of him, staying relaxed.

When he finally pulls off to breathe he leans his head down briefly to press a loving kiss to Hawke's stomach, his voice breathless when he speaks: "Should I stay like this? Is this good?"

"Hmmm..." Hawke has to think a moment but most of his brain is in his dick currently and he's rather enjoying watching Steven's body open around his finger and take him in.

"It might be easier for your first time if you are on your stomach." He palms Steven's ass with his free hand. "And your knees are probably getting tired?"

He doesn't stop fucking Steven with his finger. He's enjoying the feel and the sight a lot. His cock misses Steven's mouth a bit but there are better things to come.

"How would you like to be for your first time, love?" He wants this first time to be what Steven wants, what he's imagined. Dreamed.

Steven doesn't linger away for long, turning his attention back to Hawke's length as he presses more kisses along it, and he's realizing making a decision is really hard right now. He's normally more level-headed but his body is tense with need after weeks without, and now that they get to do whatever they want, it's almost overwhelming.

"A little," he admits regarding his knees, but then Hawke's touching him thoroughly again and he lets out a little exhale of pleasure, mouthing along his boyfriend's flesh again. In truth, he's thought about his first time in many different ways, but he already knows what he'd want with Garrett. He's probably very predictable.

The answer comes delayed though as he continues to lavish Hawke with attention, taking a few moments to suck on him again. Steven admittedly wants to see him though, drawing back to exhale hard again as he gathers his breath. "Call me a romantic but I want to be able to touch and kiss you... so probably on my back?"

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